KPP Comp test!

So I have finally taken my KPP Computer Test! Two days ago. I had been telling myself to study or take the mock test on the CD; but I've been putting it off and told myself I'll study the next day or something (this went on for a month!:P) So just the night before my real test, I switched on the computer and tried the mock test. I didn't read anything before that and haven't done any questions. So for the first time, i got 82% which was a GAGAL!>_< style="font-style: italic;">Basha'!

A lot of people told me that the computer test can be done either in English or BM. And since the question book and KPP book was in BM, I just thought that (as much as English is WAAY easier than the BM), I was more used to the BM (or what if the English is ambiguous??). So in the end, I decided that I'd take the test in BM. When I do it in BM though, I'd have to read it like about 3 times before I understand what the words mean; since I read English more, obviously I need some time to comprehend Malay words. Lol.

Anyways, on the day, I reached the Computer Test place as early as 9:30am or so. Sat there like a nervous wreck and reading the KPP book; like what everyone else was doing. The question book has 500 questions in it and I managed to do about 300 of them that day while waiting for my turn. Finally at about 1pm, when the chinese lady at the counter called out my name, my heart was beating like crazy; and I had to remind myself that this is just a Computer test. But I told myself many times that I am NEVER going to wait this long and repeat this 45 minute test. I finished it all within 15 minutes and went through the whole thing twice to check. With just 5 minutes left, I couldn't stand not knowing my results and pressed OK. I held my breath and finally when the results were shown, i searched for that one word and: LULUS.
I felt like screaming and smiling and grinning. Lol. Then walked shakily out and when I opened the door, everyone was looking at me. Ahaha. But I was so happy that I passed:) Considering I did it in BM and studied ONLY the night before. Okay, I barely passed but i STILL passed. Which is consider (still), a pass:) Alhamdulillah.

~nadhirah
eight fifty seven ante meridiem
tenth january two thousand eight