funny things:)

Jealousy is a funny thing is it not?

Sometimes you energetically and zealously push everything away and once it's gone, you plead and beg for it back on your knees.
It's funny how you feel so strongly envious when you can't make that certain person smile and laugh like how others can. And sometimes you turn extra sensitive when all they give is a reasonable and small rejection. And molehills turn into mountains and puddles becomes oceans... And when you step back and think about it, your start laughing and thinking; what was the big deal anyways?

But it hurts:) another funny thing. Allowing yourself to be tortured and succumbing to such an emotion. No one else to blame but yourself^^

It is not a feeling I want to experience at the moment. Funny how these things happen to loved ones. I am impossible.

Someone cure me of my selfishness please:)