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I suppose I would have to write more posts because I have not been writing. And for some reason i feel like typing lots today!:D Ahaha.
Umm.. A lot of people has asked me why I write for my MSN personal message "Soul Searching" or even my blog title "in Search".
Ahmad asked, "still lost?" ahaha. So mean of him>_<
hmm. Maybe i am lost. A lil. I mean, sometimes I wish I have my future planned out. Not necessarily every single detail but I wish at least some general stuffs so that I know which way I'm heading and like.. when I'm 100 years old, I won't look back and say: I wish I had an aim. Like for example my dad, he's planned out things even until he's 99. Seriously, I don't know anyone who is as meticulous of a planner as my dad. He can even memorise dates and days and has already every single day of this year planned out. Every weekend booked. It is amazing. How I wish I can be like that sometimes.
Ahmad says that our aim in life would change as time goes on because our views and opinions would change too...
I know that I want to study medicine. And after that I'm not so sure anymore. Maybe work? maybe settle down? Maybe work for NGOs? Or i wish i can look further than that... But still I'm not so sure. Another person I know who always got her future planned out is Iman Azman:P getting married to a white guy.. living in vienna.. becoming a journalist.. I wonder (and am amazed!) at how certain people just have that 'sure-ness' feeling like: YES that's what i want! And i'm gonna work my all to get it!
Sigh.. someone please advice me on what to do>_<
~nadhirah
eight o nine post meridiem
eleventh april two thousand eight
3 comments:
list reasons as to why you wanted 2 study med. or ask urself y.. is it bc u jst felt like taking med.. n tht's bout it?.. uhh.. i x think so..
i means seriously.. ur going 2 take med and thn.. THAt's IT! ur.. DONE!
u can also ask urself.. wht can u do 2 help the muslim community over there? or even anyone in general?..
or maybe u cud add.. uhh.. something tht u enjoy.. add another major..
+ there's always masters degree n PHD!
by the way.. dnt u want to make ur own family 2?! hmm?? wink wink**
jst aim for something simple, n whn ur done wit it.. u'll kno wht to do inshallah :D
do the best u can n jst hv tawaqul ^^'
if it makes u feel better i kno sum1 who's taking his requirements.. n some classes.. for 2 yrs now.. and still doesn't know what he wants 2 major in..
There will never be an end to searches. As will there be no end to studying medicine, practicing engineering, architecture and law. It is made so as a result of our limited mental capacity.
But all's not lost. At least I don't think so. There's always a little something that you can do with passion and determination and there are others that you can let it go with the flow.
Worry not if you're not a meticulous planner, not all are meant to be like that.
In studies, study something that you like, something you wouldn't mind spending time perfecting. In medicine, it's not just about how much you can stand the sight of blood, it's also about how much time you're willing to spend working.
Whatever that you may choose, choose it because it's what YOU want, not for the sake of others.
There are also people in the working world who has no idea where they're headed.
everyone is giving you comments like 'this is this' and 'that is that' and masters and degrees and planning life out and all that. but what i want to say to you missy is that; i am mentioned :) haha. i dunno why, but whenever people mention me in their blogs i feel so, so so...thought of. haha. owh, and we decided that we'd like a vacation home in vienna, but our primary residence would be in london. LOL. loves you.
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